Teammates Against the Buffoons
In another life, we were bear cubs
brothers that wouldn’t stop biting each other.
We were jagged leaves of the same cluster
sisters of the same branch.
In this life, we’re stuck with occasional signals
sent across miles since we’re just loosely acquainted
a pair of intellectual assholes
teammates against the buffoons.
From the moment we met
we laughed for lost time
like cracks in the concrete
unaware of the roots underneath.
I do
I have trouble with forever
that thorny vine always wrapped around my neck.
I claw against my own skin
trying to pluck off the bristles
but as I look around and see a new city
with a new cuisine, a new color palette
or a new sexual partner
those first few seconds of song
I’m hooked.
So, I gaze at my hands
soaked in my own blood
and I tell myself, I could get used to this.
Glory, glory
Grape vine covered trees
in line
on the parkway
and I honestly can’t tell
if someone manicured
their form.
One is just too bunny shaped
for coincidence
I insist.
You tell me
my brain is just yearning
for pattern
or art
anything really.
This tree isn’t a fox
just a wild mess
that works.
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Lillian Tzanev is a writer from NYC. She has appeared in or is forthcoming in The Allegheny Review, The Broadkill Review, The Bookends Review, Feral, The Messenger, Prairie Margins, Short Vine Literary Journal, and WLN: A Journal of Writing Center Scholarship. Lillian currently teaches ESL in Bulgaria.
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