Epigraph Poems are never completed— they are only abandoned. —Paul Valéry So as I begin this one— vowing as an experiment not to give in to the vice of revision, that sumo of manipulation I so try to apply to my life— I wonder where I’ll leave it. Will it be in some sun-warmed clearing, a rocky outcropping in an old pine forest? And will I have set out earlier this morning with getting there in mind? Or will it perhaps fall out of my pocket along a downtown sidewalk and blow a few feet until it lodges under a parked car, the puddle there and the dark intensifying the metaphor: a poem’s being abandoned? Thus bookended by country and city, both speculations in future tense, the claim neglects the unfolding— as if completion weren’t every word as it emerges, means and ends at once. The cone is not container of future tree. It is cone. Nor is an old cone empty. After the Gale Ivory spines disguise the oaks’ south sides, slivers of sunshine lightening their rough trunks. What furrowed pallor, what dignity: spires anchored to all others underneath, delight clad in the plucked bones of winter. What diligence, what staid by standing: a throng of distinct ascetics, enmeshed horde of collective loners. It’s as if they’re avowing how steadfastness, soon resumed, enroots in you your essential locale. Entering Winter with a Line from Gwendolyn Brooks Horizon’s burst-smear of pink nonchalance forgets: We are things of dry hours and the involuntary plan. In winter’s vise I’ll wrestle — flail! — stampedes of elegies, pendulums of memory, sidestepping swathes of snow-fall brindled with late oak leaves’ yieldings: autumn’s ceding. But from this blunt and silhouetted terrain, ranging out tactically, cautious in my happenstance, I will still delight — plod, but still ignite.
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Recently retired from nearly 40 years of teaching college writing, literature, and peace studies, D. R. James lives, writes, bird-watches, and cycles with his psychotherapist wife in the woods near Saugatuck, Michigan, USA. His latest of ten collections are Mobius Trip and Flip Requiem (Dos Madres Press, 2021, 2020), and his prose and poems have appeared internationally in a wide variety of print and online anthologies and journals.
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