Infinity Reservoir each time a glass is raised to mouth & drank each time it’s clear water’s the last to go take a river under forever dry ground or a waterfall bounding from nothing if the sky was ocean we’d drink it falling filling another cup to restore our blood where to place this treasury as we live we break the faucet Aging / Dying You age and dye clothes the actors wear, and when the old thing breaks, we talk a washing machine between us. I hold company money– someone else’s wealth– without knowledge or specialty. You say the replacement must not have sensors. And you must be able to manipulate the water level. These, you say, are the only requirements. Everything else can be jazz. Copper chords I know. I riff on melodies in my head. Soon the machine will have to be unhooked, and I know little useful of hoses, washers, inlets, pumps. If it were just about water– and shapelessness– I could close my eyes and submerge. But it’s about spin, the pirouette inside that makes it work after the basin fills with soil and sweat, a pool of clean chemicals and dead things all scrunched together– close the lid to hear its tender agitations before its heartbeats turn frantic. The cyclone within gathers wind of frantic thoughts that entertain the idea of waking one morning, fresh off a sharp night- before fight in the kitchen, and ripping all clothes off hangers to jam in a suitcase so that when you wake, too, you’d see my clothes as a hole where they used to hang and you’d ask what are you doing / what are you doing? and I swim up to the closed lid, telling the world th-thump, th-thump, my fingers prying and pulling. Precarious sometimes to sneeze is a wave crashing onto a piano at the top of a staircase and the force of rejection is but a small concerto with fins
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James Croal Jackson is a Filipino-American poet who works in film production. He has three chapbooks: Count Seeds With Me (Ethel Zine & Micro-Press, 2022), Our Past Leaves (Kelsay Books, 2021), and The Frayed Edge of Memory (Writing Knights, 2017). He edits The Mantle Poetry from Pittsburgh, PA. (jamescroaljackson.com)
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